I’ve just been scanning back through all my posts on this blog over the past 158 days, as my confuddled brain panicked me into thinking I’d got in a mess with my day counting. Thankfully, I haven’t!
I’m really not feeling well at all today. I’m not sure if it’s hay fever related, or an annoying virus type thing, but I’m feeling decidedly flu-y, sore throat-y, sinus headachy, brain foggy, and I have a nasty, heavy feeling on my chest. Yuck!
So, as you can imagine, writing this blog post, and finding a reason to feel happy/glad/joyful today, was pretty much the last thing I felt like doing when I opened the lid of my laptop this afternoon.
And then came the moment of panic, as I thought I’d got in a complete muddle with my Pollyanna Plan day counting. And, by this point, I have to admit that I was feeling very fed up, especially as the prospect of going through each and every one of my posts and changing the day numbers and the day countdowns was not at all appealing to me (that’s the polite way of putting it!)
However, as I scrolled down the pages of all the posts I’ve written, I felt the inklings of a warm, fuzzy feeling inside – I think it might be called pride!
I wouldn’t normally think about being proud of myself – I feel proud of other people all the time, but it’s not usually an emotion I equate with little old me. But, looking back over the past 158 days, I felt proud that I have stuck to my commitment to see The Pollyanna Plan through.
I’m also so happy with how far I’ve come in the past 158 days – I now have a totally new, very positive mindset, I have successfully dealt with, and released, old, negative emotions and fears from the past. I’ve been conciously using the Law of Attraction and seeing some amazing results, I’ve attracted all sorts of things into my life that are helping me to heal and best of all, my health really is improving.
Ok, so maybe today isn’t the best day, but compared to the bad days I used to have, it’s positively awesome! 🙂
Day 158, Reason 158: Today I am so grateful for how far I’ve come since the start of The Pollyanna Plan, 158 days ago.
Oh, and in the process of writing this blog, I’ve also raised £126.32 for Save The Children – another reason to feel proud. I have chosen to support Save the Children because of the incredible work they do in 120 countries – saving children’s lives, fighting for their rights and helping them fulfill their potential.
The Pollyanna Plan is making such a huge difference to my life, that it would give me great joy to be able to pay this forward by making a difference to children’s lives around the world. My target is to raise £365 for 365 days of finding 365 reasons to feel glad/happy/joyful.
If you would like to help me reach this target by sponsoring The Pollyanna Plan, please click on the tab below:
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
207 days to go
207 reasons to feel glad/happy/joyful to find
£238.68 to raise for Save the Children